Broken

You broke me....i hope you realize that. you were the one i loved...the one that i wanted to spend my time with. the one that i was thinking about all the time when we weren't together. i wanted you to be the one...you were the one to me. and then you went and destroyed all of it. things were never the same after you carelessly threw away the feelings i had for you. and you had to be the stupid, cowardly ass that couldn't even tell me yourself. you told me that you weren't "emotionally ready" for a relationship...but in truth, you just didn't want to have a relationship with me. i left and you found someone that you were ready to be with. but i was still the one you complained to when she was pissing you off. i was the one who helped you clean up the mess when you put your hand through a mirror because you were so pissed off at her. i was the one that you drove 13 hours to see even though it was your birthday and you could have spent it at home with your friends. you made me believe that you wanted me...but it was all a lie. now, i can't even let me guard down long enough to let anyone else in. i'm emotionally broken....and it is all your fault.